December 31st, 2010
mellow
grumpyApril 2nd, 2007
Author: pixel
Title: Just Another Game
Chapter: 9/?
Pairing: Spike/Xander, Spike/Xander/Angel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed.
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: D/s, anal/oral, spanking
Previous parts can be found HERE
( New_Beginnings )
Title: Just Another Game
Chapter: 9/?
Pairing: Spike/Xander, Spike/Xander/Angel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed.
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: D/s, anal/oral, spanking
Previous parts can be found HERE
( New_Beginnings )
lethargicMarch 24th, 2007
I updated my booklist for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
50bookchallenge. I feel vaguely guilty that I don’t read as much as I used to, I know that part of it’s time related, if I’m here reading online, then I’m not reading an actual book. But it’s also I think because I like the immediacy of fanfic, the interactions you can have with a writer. Also I don’t have the patience to wade through mediocre novels anymore, I guess my tastes have become a little more discriminating. Anyway it’s been a busy week with work, so I’m off to catch up on the fic I’ve missed.
New additions to my list
9) The truth about food by Jill Fullerton-Smith
10) A Concise Chinese-English Dictionary For Lovers by Xiaolu Guo
11) The Solaris Book Of New Science Fiction ~ Multiple Authors
12) Promise Me by Harlan Coben
13) What’s Left? By Nick Cohen
Book Reviews
50bookchallenge. I feel vaguely guilty that I don’t read as much as I used to, I know that part of it’s time related, if I’m here reading online, then I’m not reading an actual book. But it’s also I think because I like the immediacy of fanfic, the interactions you can have with a writer. Also I don’t have the patience to wade through mediocre novels anymore, I guess my tastes have become a little more discriminating. Anyway it’s been a busy week with work, so I’m off to catch up on the fic I’ve missed.New additions to my list
9) The truth about food by Jill Fullerton-Smith
10) A Concise Chinese-English Dictionary For Lovers by Xiaolu Guo
11) The Solaris Book Of New Science Fiction ~ Multiple Authors
12) Promise Me by Harlan Coben
13) What’s Left? By Nick Cohen
Book Reviews
March 20th, 2007
My entry for the spn_btvs fic-a-thon. I got Demona who asked for ~
Riley/Dean
Three things you *do* want in your fic:
Action
Snark/Sarcasm
Near-Death Experience
No real spoilers, this is set near the beginning of SPN season one, and soon after Riley left Sunnydale to rejoin the initiative.
NC15, no warnings.
( A_Good_Soldier )
spn_btvs fic-a-thon. I got Demona who asked for ~Riley/Dean
Three things you *do* want in your fic:
Action
Snark/Sarcasm
Near-Death Experience
No real spoilers, this is set near the beginning of SPN season one, and soon after Riley left Sunnydale to rejoin the initiative.
NC15, no warnings.
( A_Good_Soldier )
exhaustedMarch 17th, 2007
Gakked from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
xanzpet
The Assignment:
Pair up the major players in Sunnydale (Buffy, Willow, Xander, Giles, Cordelia, Angel, and Spike) with the person you believe in your heart to be their soul mate. You can pair them with each other, other characters from BtVS or AtS or you can say 'unknown' if it's no one we've met in the Buffyverse. You can only have couples - no threesomes or second choices - however, if you think the best person for Giles is Cordelia, but if you think the best person for Cordelia is Spike, that's okay.
Post these instructions in your own journal, along with your list. Then tag three people to do it next.
( Soul_Mates )
xanzpetThe Assignment:
Pair up the major players in Sunnydale (Buffy, Willow, Xander, Giles, Cordelia, Angel, and Spike) with the person you believe in your heart to be their soul mate. You can pair them with each other, other characters from BtVS or AtS or you can say 'unknown' if it's no one we've met in the Buffyverse. You can only have couples - no threesomes or second choices - however, if you think the best person for Giles is Cordelia, but if you think the best person for Cordelia is Spike, that's okay.
Post these instructions in your own journal, along with your list. Then tag three people to do it next.
( Soul_Mates )
curiousAuthor ~ Pixel
Title ~ Penance
Part ~ 1/1
Fandom ~ BTVS
Pairing ~ Graham/Xander/Spike
Rating NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer ~ Anything you recognise is owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Warnings/Squicks ~angst, M/+m, Bond, Dom, BP, H/C, Spank, Voy, dark themes
Summary ~ After the Initiative folds, one of its members gets lost as he tries to forget what they did.
Written for the hostile challenge atdirty_fic
Word count ~ 2850
( Penance )
Title ~ Penance
Part ~ 1/1
Fandom ~ BTVS
Pairing ~ Graham/Xander/Spike
Rating NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer ~ Anything you recognise is owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Warnings/Squicks ~angst, M/+m, Bond, Dom, BP, H/C, Spank, Voy, dark themes
Summary ~ After the Initiative folds, one of its members gets lost as he tries to forget what they did.
Written for the hostile challenge at
dirty_ficWord count ~ 2850
( Penance )
March 16th, 2007
Out of Memory, Loss. Part:10/?
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome. Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay, character death.
Word count ~ 4000
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
Spoilers ~ Up to Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
Before the fic, a quick pimp. If you fancy having a fic written for you, completely to your spec, then head on over to
SWEET CHARITY and take a look at what’s on offer.
There’s plenty to bid on, fic, vids, or graphics in most every fandom. Though if you’re looking for specifics then try Buffy Hos, and because I know some of my flist play in other fandoms, SPN Hos and CSI Hos
( Visitors_And_Explanations )
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome. Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay, character death.
Word count ~ 4000
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
Spoilers ~ Up to Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
Before the fic, a quick pimp. If you fancy having a fic written for you, completely to your spec, then head on over to
There’s plenty to bid on, fic, vids, or graphics in most every fandom. Though if you’re looking for specifics then try Buffy Hos, and because I know some of my flist play in other fandoms, SPN Hos and CSI Hos
( Visitors_And_Explanations )
March 12th, 2007
It's been a busy week, lots of work and messy builders. But i did manage to write almost 100 pages. Unfortunately it was bitty stuff, later chapters from some wips and a big chunk of my story for spring_with_xan.
I'm just feeling a little *off*, like i should be doing something, or changing something. 10 years ago i'd have probably run out and got a new tattoo or piercing, but i think i've grown out of that. I don't need new holes or pretties any more. I could cut my hair, but i've just spent 3 years growing it down to my waist and i'm not sure i want to give it up yet.
I know this isn't my usual itch to go travelling, but i do feel sort of *restless* like i need to do something new. Maybe i'll do a bit of redecorating, or rip the garden apart. I just have to find the right *thing* to get my mind settled, i might even think about moving again.
If you’re a writer or an artist with a little free time and are feeling generous; then there’s still time to pop over to Sweet Charity and volunteer your skills. Or check out the Charity Ho’s who have already put themselves up for auction.
Anyway i had no time to read at all last week, so i'm off to catch up with all my favourite wips.
spring_with_xan.I'm just feeling a little *off*, like i should be doing something, or changing something. 10 years ago i'd have probably run out and got a new tattoo or piercing, but i think i've grown out of that. I don't need new holes or pretties any more. I could cut my hair, but i've just spent 3 years growing it down to my waist and i'm not sure i want to give it up yet.
I know this isn't my usual itch to go travelling, but i do feel sort of *restless* like i need to do something new. Maybe i'll do a bit of redecorating, or rip the garden apart. I just have to find the right *thing* to get my mind settled, i might even think about moving again.
If you’re a writer or an artist with a little free time and are feeling generous; then there’s still time to pop over to Sweet Charity and volunteer your skills. Or check out the Charity Ho’s who have already put themselves up for auction.
Anyway i had no time to read at all last week, so i'm off to catch up with all my favourite wips.
restlessFebruary 28th, 2007
Author ~ Pixel
Title ~ Sparks
Part ~ 1/1
Fandom ~ Supernatural
Pairing ~ Dean/Sam
Rating NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer ~ Anything you recognise is owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Warnings/Squicks ~angst, D/s, frottage, incest, violet wands, (did I mention the angst?)
Spoilers for Faith
Summary ~ Basically a pwp. After nearly dying, Dean needs a little help to feel alive.
Written for the electricity challenge atdirty_fic
Word count ~ 2300
( Sparks )
Title ~ Sparks
Part ~ 1/1
Fandom ~ Supernatural
Pairing ~ Dean/Sam
Rating NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer ~ Anything you recognise is owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Warnings/Squicks ~angst, D/s, frottage, incest, violet wands, (did I mention the angst?)
Spoilers for Faith
Summary ~ Basically a pwp. After nearly dying, Dean needs a little help to feel alive.
Written for the electricity challenge at
dirty_ficWord count ~ 2300
( Sparks )
hungryWow, I’m having a good couple of days, I got nominated at Wanton Folly
Out of Memory, Loss - Best WIP
A Valentine's to Forget - Best Slash
Not Just for Christmas - Best Past/Future
There’s already a lot of great Nominees, with some fic I haven’t seen before. Go have a look and if one of your favourite fics isn’t there, then nominate, there are places left in some categories.
( More )
Out of Memory, Loss - Best WIP
A Valentine's to Forget - Best Slash
Not Just for Christmas - Best Past/Future
There’s already a lot of great Nominees, with some fic I haven’t seen before. Go have a look and if one of your favourite fics isn’t there, then nominate, there are places left in some categories.
( More )
bouncyFebruary 27th, 2007
Over at darker_spike they've got a wonderful challenge going on where you could ask for a banner for your fic. And seductivembrace made me this absolutely gorgeous banner for white knight
( banner )
So very pretty, all three of my boys.
darker_spike they've got a wonderful challenge going on where you could ask for a banner for your fic. And seductivembrace made me this absolutely gorgeous banner for white knight( banner )
So very pretty, all three of my boys.
February 26th, 2007
Wrote this last week, then got distracted by out of memory and forgot to post it ~ bad me.
Another ficlet for Xander's Bar-room Tales.
Title Not Stupid
BTVS/Moon is a harsh mistress
PG15 1/1
No warnings or squicks.
Set post chosen.
Anything you recognise is still owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Previous parts ~ one two three four five six seven
( Not-Stupid )
Another ficlet for Xander's Bar-room Tales.
Title Not Stupid
BTVS/Moon is a harsh mistress
PG15 1/1
No warnings or squicks.
Set post chosen.
Anything you recognise is still owned by a big scary corporation, anything original is mine
Previous parts ~ one two three four five six seven
( Not-Stupid )
February 25th, 2007
Ramblings ~ On Incest and RPS
I’ve read a couple of posts recently that actually fired a few brain cells into action, especially ~ Why SPN Is So Popular bycereta and cazsuane ‘s question on why people like incest.
( Ramblings )
I’ve read a couple of posts recently that actually fired a few brain cells into action, especially ~ Why SPN Is So Popular by
cereta and cazsuane ‘s question on why people like incest.( Ramblings )
February 24th, 2007
Author: pixel
Title:Out of Memory, Loss.
Part:9/?
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay, character death
Word count ~ 3962
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
Spoilers ~ Up to Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
( Pain_And_Comfort )
Title:Out of Memory, Loss.
Part:9/?
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay, character death
Word count ~ 3962
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
Spoilers ~ Up to Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
( Pain_And_Comfort )
February 23rd, 2007
| How to make a pixel2817 |
| Ingredients: 1 part competetiveness 5 parts brilliance 1 part ego |
| Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Lj love memes, mostly stolen from
xanzpet and I apologise in advance to all of my flist who I offend( twisted_lj_lovelife )
( lj_friends_secret )
( lj_harem )
( which_lj_friends_will_you_sleep_with )
( perfect_date )
( lj_friends_awards )
( Vampire_clan )
You can tell I’m really, really bored tonight.
February 22nd, 2007
Author: pixel
Title:Out of Memory, Loss.
Part:8/?
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay
Beta(s): don’t have one
Distribution: hell, if anyone wants it just take it. Just drop me a line so I can take a look.
Word count ~ 2305
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
This is set post Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
( Running )
Title:Out of Memory, Loss.
Part:8/?
Pairing: Xangel
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ anything new is mine.
Warnings/Squicks: Willow bashing, violence, BDSM, angst, bloodplay
Beta(s): don’t have one
Distribution: hell, if anyone wants it just take it. Just drop me a line so I can take a look.
Word count ~ 2305
Summary :- This came from a couple of plot bunnies/challenges I saw awhile back. I’m sorry I don’t remember where, but thanks for the ideas.
1) Tabula Rasa wasn’t the first time Willow cast memory spells on Xander, and they all broke with the crystal.
2) Xander has left Sunnydale at some previous point and they had no idea where he’d gone. Willow calls AI for help and Xander answers the phone.
This is set post Tabula Rasa BTVS and Ats Season 3 up to Billy, Darla never comes back and there is no Connor, mainly ‘cos he just doesn’t fit this story.
Previous parts can be found HERE
( Running )
February 21st, 2007
Author: pixel
Title: A Valentine’s To Forget
Part:1/1
Pairing: xander/angel, spike/lindsey
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ or the various other writers, studios and tv companies
Distribution: hell, if anyone wants it just take it. Just drop me a line so I can take a look.
Summary : sequel to Not Just For Christmas Cordelia and Anya gave Angel a very special Xmas present ~ two months on, is he looking after it properly? A little less humour and a little more angst this time. Turns out, the course of true love doesn’t always run smooth; and sometimes a little heavenly interference is needed to get things back on track.
( A_Valentine’s_To_Forget )
Title: A Valentine’s To Forget
Part:1/1
Pairing: xander/angel, spike/lindsey
Rating: NC17
Feedback: always welcome
Concrit much appreciated and possibly needed
Disclaimer: Anything you recognise is still owned by Joss et al ~ or the various other writers, studios and tv companies
Distribution: hell, if anyone wants it just take it. Just drop me a line so I can take a look.
Summary : sequel to Not Just For Christmas Cordelia and Anya gave Angel a very special Xmas present ~ two months on, is he looking after it properly? A little less humour and a little more angst this time. Turns out, the course of true love doesn’t always run smooth; and sometimes a little heavenly interference is needed to get things back on track.
( A_Valentine’s_To_Forget )
February 17th, 2007
| You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer |
 Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world! |
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